~I wish~

I get so jealous when I see guys interactions with there kids! Am I wrong? Damn, I want the same thing!
~You can only bare so much at times

Crazy People!!!

Is this just a term we use for individuals that we feel are not on our level. For individuals that has a different insight on certain situations? I mean really what does the word crazy people mean? I have caught myself whispering such things as "they’re crazy" to my children. All because they might have been doin something out of charter of what I would do. Then I have to catch my self and realize no one is really crazy, just different and who am I to label anyone for being different? Aren’t we all different in some way?
~Don’t judge a book by its cover, you never know what you can learn from it~

Reasons!!

Is there a reason people lie or beat around the truth as some will say? I hate to hear one say that they lie because they love us hahaha. That is not one bit part of the definition of love, so you must not love me. Right? Don’t get me wrong we all lie. A little white lie never hurt anyone in which meaning, how you look in an outfit, the way the food taste and etc. I don’t know about you guys but cheating isn’t cover under that topic. Telling me you are on your way while your child is waiting on you isn’t cover under that topic. What lies have you told that doesn’t fall in that topic? What was so bad about the truth that the lie was the first to come? Is this human nature, why do we dig ourselves deeper in situations that could have been prevented. We as adults have to learn the difference in a lie and a white lie. Aren’t we the ones teaching our children not to lie, when by human nature we are the ones lying the most.

~If you commit the crime why lie about it ? Since you didn’t think twice in doing it.~

Finding out information or should I say secrets of a past lover is only what you make of it, even if he is the father of your children. Should we allow the past issues to get under our skin? Should it even be a matter we allow to run through our mind during the process of our day? How would you handle it? All while keeping in mind that the situation occurred at a time you were in the picture thinking everything was all good. Recently I was told that my son ‘s father has a child with some other woman, not considering the ones I know of. I am guessing I wasn’t told due to the fact that my oldest son just turned 5 yrs old and so did hers !
~What is done in the dark always come to the light~

Letting Go!

Why is it so hard to let go? This is a question I wonder on certain situation. Is it the fact that we are hopeful? That we feel there is something there in which we will hate to see someone else have? Thinking that there is really love in such situations. Or are we just lonely, wanting and waiting for something. Not knowing just where its going to come from. So we place hope in this one situation, praying that it becomes right. When in reality we are really praying for something that doesn’t even belong.